failure has been my only success
regrets my only thoughts
only seeking happiness, only finding lost

i'm on a path that leads to nowhere
...and i don't seem to care

peeling away layers of guilty
stealing away senses of reality

complacency envelopes me
justification abides
rationalization comforts me, falsifications arise

memories of the loves in my life
gives me the will to cope
dependency that exists for me soon returns the hope

now i'm on a path that's leads to somewhere
.....at last, i seem to care